Anora and I had a wonderful morning this morning. I awoke to her crawling next to me to cuddle and get warm. You see she sleeps with us and it is the best part of my day especially now when she would much rather run around and play than hold still for hugs and kisses. I love having her cuddle in next to me and lay there quietly until she falls asleep. She will snuggle into the crook of my neck and I can feel her breathe against my neck. And then just before she falls off to sleep she sits up and ask for one more kiss. It is the best thing ever. I truly treasure this time as I know it won't last forever. Can you see why it is the best part of my day. I get to hold her and cuddle with her first thing in the morning and last thing at night.
Anyway as I was saying after our few minutes of lying there and trying to talk our selves into getting up we crawl out of bed. I'm carrying her on my hip while I get her breakfast and my breakfast and my pills (she won't let me put her down.) We head over to the table to sit down, I put her in her booster seat. She begins to cry again and lets me know she needs more cuddle time. Okay no problem. I put her on my lap and begin eating my breakfast as she eats hers on my lap. I tried to give her a blueberry waffle but she has requested what Mommy is eating a Cherry Pop Tart. Okay so we have pop tarts together. Daddy calls to on my phone to make sure we are awake as he does every morning. And as Anora does every morning she shows whatever she is eating to the phone as if Daddy can see her and then she shows him that she has milk to drink as if he can see this as well. She then leans into the phone for a kiss "mmmmmmm" and a hug she pretends to hug it and then says "byeee" and waves to Daddy. It is all too cute and sweet. After I finish my Pop Tart she puts hers down and turns around in my lap to face me and look into my eyes smile give me a kiss and hug me. I melted. So what if I am late getting ready for work if she wants to have a little more time with me so be it. This too won't last forever. I have to grab these moments when I can as they will become every so assuredly more and more spaced apart. Anora then gets down from my lap takes me into the bedroom and wants to get back into bed. So I spent the next few minutes lying in bed with her stroking her hair and telling her I loved her more than anything else in the world.
I only hope she stays as sweet as she is now. She is such a love bug and sweet hearted little girl. I hope that never changes. I would like to think it is because she is surrounded by tons of love. But I also think it is just who she is.
I love you so much Tink and I hope you continue to be so loving and warmhearted. And just know that Daddy and I will always be here for the hugs and kisses.
